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Di bangku taman sore itu, kami duduk saling bersampingan.

“Hey! Mau aku ceritakan sesuatu?” aku memulai obrolan.

“Hmmm..” Sibuk dengan telepon genggamnya, setengah hati dia menanggapiku.

“Dulu. Aku mengenal seseorang. Dia..”

“Siapa?” potongnya.

“Seseorang yang aku kenal,” jawabku sembari tersenyum dan dia pun kembali setengah hati menanggapiku.

“Aku mengenalnya cukup lama, tapi aku tak banyak tahu tentang dia. Dia..”

“Kok bisa?” potongnya kembali.

Tak sabaran!” ucapku dalam hati.

“Biarkan aku menyelesaikan ceritaku dulu.” Aku pun memandangnya dengan tatapan serius, agar dia tak lagi memotong kalimatku.

“Hmmm..”

“Dia tak terlalu banyak bercerita kepadaku. Aku hanya tahu dia adalah orang yang sibuk. Sibuk dengan pikiran dan perasaannya, dan juga sibuk mencari- cari ke mana kebahagiannya pergi.”

“Orang bodoh!” Aku memandang kesal padanya.

“Lanjutkan ceritamu.” Lagi. Dia berbicara tanpa memandangku.

Sedikit kesal, aku pun kembali bercerita.

“Aku pun sempat berpikiran sama sepertimu.”

“Nah, kan!” Kubiarkan saja dia. Ada jeda sekian waktu. Kami hanya saling diam.

“Tapi aku kembali berpikir.” Aku mulai meneruskan ceritaku tanpa memperdulikan tanggapannya lagi. “Apa hak yang aku punya untuk menganggapnya demikian? Aku saja tak tahu jalan mana saja yang telah dilaluinya, hal apa saja yang telah dilakukannya hingga dia kehilangan kebahagiaannya. Dan mungkin sampai saat ini dia masih saja sibuk mencari-cari di mana dia kehilangan kebahagiaannya itu.”

Aku menghela napas sejenak sebelum kembali bercerita. Dadaku sedikit terasa sesak karena memendam rasa kesal kepadanya. Sikap acuhnya.

“Aku juga tak habis pikir, masih ada saja orang seperti dia.” Aku menoleh ke arahnya menunggu reaksi darinya. Namun, tak ada sedikit pun tanggapan dari dia. Dia masih sibuk dengan telepon genggamnya.

“Satu cerita yang selalu dia ceritakan berulang-ulang. Dahulu dia pernah menggantungkan kebahagiaannya kepada seseorang yang diyakininya akan selalu bersamanya, akan selalu menggenggam erat tangannya. Hingga satu waktu genggaman tangan mereka terlepas. Dia terjatuh. Kesakitan. Dia tidak siap untuk kehilangan, kekasihnya, cintanya, kebahagiaannya. Mungkin itu alasannya kenapa dia mencari-cari kebahagiaannya.”

Aku diam beberapa saat. Menunggu respons darinya. Tak ada. Kembali. Ada jeda di antara kami.

“Di..,” belum sempat aku meneruskan kalimatku. Dia bersuara.

“Mau aku beri tahu di mana sebenarnya kebahagiaannya berada?” Akhirnya dia memandang ke arahku. Air mukanya terlihat serius. Aku mengangguk sebagai jawaban atas pertanyaannya.

“Sebenarnya dia tak pernah benar- benar kehilangan kebahagiaannya. Dia menyimpannya dalam kenangan. Di dalam kenangannya dia mampu mencintai secara utuh. Dia hanya perlu mengingat untuk kembali menemukannya.” Aku masih memandanginya, mencerna kalimat yang baru saja dia ucapkan. Dia kembali memandangi layar telepon genggamnya, kemudian memasukkannya ke dalam saku celananya. Dia menengadah ke langit. Dia tersenyum. Lalu dia berdiri, mulai beranjak dari tempat duduknya.

“Ayo pulang. Nampaknya sebentar lagi akan hujan.”

Aku menengadah ke atas, langit mulai mendung. Aku mulai beranjak dari tempat dudukku. Mengikutinya. Samar senyum itu masih terlihat. Aku kira, aku mengerti maksudnya. Aku pun ikut tersenyum.

“Dia menemukannya.”  

Tak lama hujan mulai turun.

Aku ingin segera pulang, ingin segera mengingat-ingat kembali kenangan.

(Ms. Anonymous)

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