Kebaya Putih Nuna (Part 1)

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1 Februari 2016

“Tataa…..!” Aku sempat kaget karena Nuna tiba-tiba ada di depan kamar kosku malam itu, dia langsung memelukku erat sambil berurai air mata ketika aku membuka pintu kamar, sambil memanggilku dengan suara yang terbata-bata.

“Kamu kenapa, Sayang? Kok datang-datang malah nangis gitu, jelek ih,” candaku padanya.

“Aku perlu bicara sama kamu, aku gak bisa gini terus.” Aku bingung dengan apa yang terjadi padanya, jadi aku mempersilakan Nuna masuk ke dalam kamar, dan aku membuatkan teh hangat untuknya.

“Nih minum, Yang. Biar agak tenang. Kalau udah tenang, baru cerita ya, Cantik. Udah jangan nangis terus, nanti cantiknya luntur, lho.” Aku terus berusaha bercanda supaya tangisnya terhenti.

Sekitar sepuluh menit kami terdiam tak bicara, aku takut salah bicara, mengingat kondisi emosi Nuna yang belum stabil, aku memilih diam. Sementara Nuna terlihat berusaha menahan tangisnya, sesekali dia berhenti menangis, kemudian menangis lagi. Apa yang terjadi padamu Nuna?

“Ta..” Akhirnya Nuna membuka mulutnya untuk bicara. “Aku mau bicara sama kamu, aku perlu jujur sama kamu.” Nuna semakin membuatku bertanya-tanya.

“Iya, yang. Bicara aja, aku dengerin kok, Sayang.”

“Aku tahu, setelah aku bicara ini, kamu pasti marah, bahkan mungkin nggak mau kenal aku lagi. Tapi aku harus jujur sama kamu, Ta. Aku gak bisa nutupin lagi.”

“Nutupin apa, Yang?”

“Aku minta maaf, Yang. Aku udah jahat sama kamu.”

“Jahat apa, Nun? Kamu ngomong apa sih? Aku gak ngerti.”

Nuna kembali menangis terseguk-seguk. Nuna, apa pun yang terjadi padamu, demi apa pun aku tak sanggup melihat kamu menangis seperti ini.

“Aku.. Aku… Aku dilamar A Ryan, Yang.”

“Hah? A Ryan yang senior kamu di kampus dulu? Kok bisa ngelamar kamu sih? Terus kamu dilamar kok nangis?” Aku sedikit aneh dengan jawaban Nuna, kenapa dia harus menangis. Aku akui, Nuna memang cantik, banyak lelaki yang tertarik dengannya. Beberapa kali Nuna bercerita kalau ada lelaki yang meminta dia menjadi pacarnya, tapi biasanya dia bercerita sambil tertawa, ceria, seperti Nuna yang aku kenal. Nuna kembali terlihat berusaha menahan tangisnya dan menarik nafas panjang.

“Maafin aku, Sayang. Aku dan A Ryan sudah pacaran dari bulan September tahun lalu..”
Rasanya badanku kaku seketika kala mendengar jawaban Nuna. Nuna yang selalu jujur padaku, apa pun itu. Ternyata membohongi aku. Sekarang aku mengerti kenapa Nuna menangis. Nuna mencintai pria itu. Ya, sejak awal aku bersama Nuna, aku tahu Nuna memang bisa saja tertarik dengan lelaki, bukan hanya dengan perempuan setengah lelaki seperti aku. Tapi aku amat sangat tak menduga kalau Nuna sudah berselingkuh dengan seorang lelaki. Setelah empat tahun lamanya, Nun. Kenapa kamu lakukan ini?

“Taaa… Please, maafin aku. Aku sebenarnya nggak jadian sama A Ryan, aku deket begitu aja, mulai dekat lagi pas bulan September ada acara alumni di kampus itu. Aku nggak tahu, Yang, aku nggak tahu kenapa aku bisa jalan sedekat ini sama dia.”

Nuna menjelaskan panjang lebar mengenai perjalanan cintanya dengan Ryan, tapi aku terlalu shock, aku rasanya tak mau mendengar apa pun lagi soal Ryan. Nuna terus berbicara menjelaskan pembelaannya mengenai perselingkuhannya itu. Telingaku rasanya punya penyumbat otomatis, aku hanya bisa menatap Nuna tanpa bisa berbuat apa-apa. Pipiku tiba-tiba terasa basah. Haha. Aku menangis?

14 Februari 2016
Fucklentine. Fuck Valentine. Rasanya ingin aku robek-robek semua pernak pernik pink yang aku temui sepanjang mata melihat. Orang sedang galau begini rasanya malah tersindir melihat hal-hal macam begitu.

1 Maret 2016
Tepat sebulan yang lalu Nuna mengungkapkan semuanya. Tentang kebohongan yang ia tutupi selama ini. Nuna sungguh berhasil membuat aku merasa down, sampai-sampai berat badanku turun 5,5 kilogram hanya dalam sebulan. Aku benar-benar dalam masa merasa tidak mood dengan semuanya. Kerja tak ada semangat, hanya rutinitas. Aktivitas lain pun hanya aku lakukan karena keharusan. Lihat, Nun, kamu benar-benar punya pengaruh besar dalam hidupku. Aku bukan hanya merasa tak percaya, tapi juga sangat merasa terpukul. Nuna, wanita yang sangat aku cintai, Nuna, si manja yang manis, Nuna, satu-satunya orang yang bisa membuat aku tak bisa bilang “tidak” padanya, Nuna, pacarku yang mengkhianati aku…

(SashaJulyy, @redvel55)

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