Tata dan Nuna – The Honeymoon (Part 2 – Tata)

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20 April 2016

Nuna menghubungiku sejak kemarin, tapi tak aku gubris. Aku sedang mencoba untuk tak cemburu, tapi rasanya bayangan Nuna sedang bermesraan dengan Ryan sangat lekat dalam pikiranku. Inginnya aku bersikap biasa saja, tapi bagaimana bisa aku tak cemburu melihat wanitaku melakukan hal intim dengan orang lain, meskipun dengan suaminya sendiri. Ya aku mengerti, aku harusnya sudah bisa berdamai dengan keadaan ini, dengan pernikahan Nuna dan Ryan.

Namun kenyataannya tak semudah itu. Aku mencintai Nuna, dengan sepenuh hatiku. Bukan hal yang mudah untukku untuk membunuh rasa cemburuku pada wanita yang sangat aku cintai. Otak dan pikiranku ingin membunuh rasa cemburu dan menjauh dari bayangan kemesraan Nuna dan Ryan, tapi hati ini terbakar cemburu. Ini sangat tidak mudah untukku, Nun. Berikan aku waktu untuk membuang rasa cemburu ini.

21 April 2016
“Halo? Yang? Kamu ke mana aja?”
“Hei, Nun. Ada aja kok. Maaf aku kemarin lagi sibuk banget.”
“Bohong deh. Kamu pasti marah ya sama aku?”
“Marah kenapa? Nggak ah. Aku emang beneran lagi sibuk. Pas aku ada waktu, kan kamunya pas lagi nggak ngasih kode buat dihubungin, ya udah aku jadi nggak hubungin kamu.”
“Yang.. Kalau marah bilang aja, aku tuh kenal kamu bukan baru sehari dua hari. Kenapa? Kamu cemburu lagi ya?”
“Enggak.”
“Tapi kamu ngilang habis seen pic yang aku upload di Path. Sikap kamu tuh sama kayak pas aku prewed.”
“Terus kenapa? Nggak boleh aku jealous sama pacar aku sendiri?”
“Ya bukannya nggak boleh cemburu, Sayang, tapi kan ya jangan sama Ryan. Kan kamu tahu Ryan suami aku sekarang. Kan kita juga udah komit.”
“Ya kamu ngomong gampang, Nun! Kamu nggak tahu apa yang aku rasain!”
“Dengerin dulu, Yang, aku belum selesai bicara.”
“Kamu pikir gampang apa biarin cewek yang udah aku pacarin 4 tahun terus ML sama orang lain! Ya nggak akan semudah itu kecuali gue nggak ada rasa sama lo!”

Aaarggh! Sengaja aku menyendiri dari kemarin, tapi masih saja aku emosi, malah emosiku memuncak. Jika kami sudah mulai meng-elo-gue-kan pembicaraan artinya pertengkaran kami sudah memasuki danger level. Maafkan aku, Nun, sudah membentakmu seperti tadi. Namun sungguh jika saja aku bisa bersikap biasa saja, maka aku ingin biasa saja, namun tak semudah itu.

Aku sangat merindukanmu, Nuna. Namun di saat aku rindu, serindu-rindunya, aku malah melihat posting dengan suamimu, rasanya rindu ini bertepuk sebelah tangan. Adakah kamu sedikit saja merindukanku, Nun?

22 April 2016

Bella Lanuna: Yang, please jangan marah terus sama aku.
Bella Lanuna: Aku kangen sama kamu, aku nggak tenang di sini karena nggak dapet kabar kamu.
Bella Lanuna: Aku tanya anak-anak juga nggak ada yang ketemu kamu.
Bella Lanuna: Please jangan marah terus…
Bella Lanuna: Besok aku pulang, kalau bisa aku langsung temuin kamu, tapi kalau nggak bisa, aku Senin mau ketemu kamu, aku pengen ngobrol.
Bella Lanuna: Marahnya jangan lama-lama, terus nggak apa-apa marah, tapi jangan lupa makan ya.
Bella Lanuna: I miss you :((

Tak usah buang-buang waktu bulan madumu di sana untuk sekadar mengirim pesan untukku. Berbahagialah di sana, ini hari terakhirmu di sana, bukan? Silahkan bersenang-senang dengan suamimu, tak usah kamu pikirkan aku di sini.

23 April 2016

Tidak ada missed call ataupun pesan dari Nuna hari ini. Harusnya Nuna sudah sampai di Bandung lagi, tapi entahlah. Mungkin Nuna memperpanjang masa bulan madunya bersama Ryan sehingga dia tak ada mengabariku. Biarkan sajalah Nuna bersenang-senang dengan Ryan di sana.

24 April 2016

“Nun? Kamu kok ada di sini? Udahan bulan madunya?” Pukul 6.30 pagi Nuna sudah berada di depan pintu kosku. Aku rasanya masih belum bisa mendapatkan mood-ku kembali supaya bersikap biasa saja.
“Ta.. Nuna pengen bicara..” Duh, Nuna, tatapan dan nada bicara kamu, belum lagi kamu sudah meng-Tata-Nuna-kan pembicaraan itu sudah benar-benar kelemahanku. Semarah apapun aku pasti aku tak sanggup untuk memelukmu.
“Nuna minta maaf, Ta.. Tapi Nunaa..” Nuna meneruskan pembicaraanya, tapi terhenti karena menangis. Kalau Nuna sudah menangis begini aku semakin tak sanggup. Aku langsung menarik Nuna ke dalam pelukanku. Aku menarik nafas panjang, berusaha meredam egoku.
“Aku tuh cuma kangen banget sama kamu, banget Nun. Kamu inget-inget coba, kapan terakhir kita quality time? Udah lama kan, ya? Terus aku liat foto kamu yang pake baju seksi gitu, di-upload di Instagram Ryan, pas aku lagi kangen-kangennya sama kamu. Coba kamu bayangin, kamu sanggup gitu kalau jadi aku?”
“Ih Tata mah, makanya jangan kepo, jadi aja ngambek kan.”
“Ya abis namanya lagi kangen, kamunya nggak bisa dihubungin, ya udah aku buka-buka IG kamu, terus jadi pengen ngebuka IG Ryan.”
“Maafin aku, Ayang, abis gimana dong. Aku tuh cuma upload foto-foto pemandangan doang, takut kamu ngambek lagi. Eh Ryannya yang nanya, kok nggak upload foto dia sama aku. Giliran aku upload foto aku sama dia, kamu yang marah, kan aku pusing harus gimana Yang.”
“Hmm, gitu ya.”
“Iya, lagian itu foto Ryan yang upload di HP aku pas aku lagi mandi, aku juga nggak tahu. Makanya aku mau jelasin waktu itu, tapi aku belum selesai bicara, kamu tutup telpon aku, terus nggak bisa dihubungin lagi. Aku nggak kuat pengen pulang terus nemuin kamu, pengen jelasin sama kamu. Kangen banget juga sama kamu. Jangan marah lagi atuh, Ayang.”
“Iya, kamunya jangan nyebelin dong, Nun.”
“Nuna nyebelin apa Taa… Nuna tuh kurang gimana ngusahain buat ngehubungin Tata, dan itu susah banget buat cari celah.”
“Iya, iya. Ya udah, jangan nangis lagi, jelek ih.”
“Abisnyaa.. Tatanya ngambek terus. Gini deh, sebagai permintaan maaf, gimana kalau kita bolos kerja aja hari ini? Kita quality time seharian berdua. Kangen-kangenan. Ya? Deal?”

Bagaimana bisa aku tak jatuh cinta dengan wanita ini? Wanita yang sedang aku peluk dan aku ciumi bibirnya ini. Wanita yang membuat aku rindu dan cemburu ini. Wanita yang aku pikir sedang menikmati bulan madunya di sana, ternyata tak henti memikirkan aku juga. Wanita yang aku pikir sudah tak memperdulikan aku, tetapi dia berusaha temui sepagi ini, dan malah meninggalkan pekerjaannya hari ini, demi menebus waktunya yang kurang untukku akhir-akhir ini.

Nuna memang istri Ryan sekarang, tapi Nuna adalah tetap Nuna manisku, bagaimanapun caranya Nuna harus tetap menjadi milikku. Tak apa hatiku sakit. Tak apa aku cemburu. Tak apa aku berjuang. Karena semua yang aku perjuangkan adalah sepadan dengan yang aku dapat, cinta dan sayang dari Nuna. Wanitaku.

Cinta memang butuh pengorbanan, bukan?

(Tata)

(SashaJulyy, @Redvel55)

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